ENERGETIC! HYPER! CRAZY! FORGOT MY MOTHERLANGUAGE! NEED TO MAKE CAKE AND TEA AND GET MY BOOKS! NEED TO FINISH DRAWING! NEED TO ENJOY THE SUN!
GOOD I LOVE LIVING!
This is how I fell today.
I'm again on hiatus here on deviantart, sorry about it. But this happiness comes with trying to figure out what to do with my life. The possibilities make me dream like a retarded, but God, isn't it better than being insecure?
Yes, I'm almost finishing my degree but at the same time I question myself "Now what?"
It's so hard getting a job nowadays and when you get it's even harder it to be something that you love. Studying graphic design makes me happy, it does. The learning part. I still cannot see me working in this area. Mostly because I still have don't have my own graphic/visual language.
I do love all I learned in this years, I do love looking what I can do (even with so many mistakes) but I have another passion calling me.
I'm working my mind arround this in a positive way.
I'm young. I'm stronger that I ever thougth I could be.
I have passion in lots of stuff, so I have more things to make me happy.
Why not enjoy that? Why not look at life has something wounderfull?
Things get hard, there will be problems on the way. So let's get our heads up and try. Make mistakes and learn with them.
I hope to bring new things here to DA and my life. Keep rocking guys.